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Goodness, I had better be!  I'm not going to ask poor DH again! LMAO!  He's been really awesome and I know he actually really wants this.  We did a little less dancing and more fist pumping to a quick finish IYKIM. Got the job done and then I spent a few more hours staring at the ceiling or sleeping while the goods made their way to the target. 

Temp spiked quite a lot this morning. I did have a disrupted sleep but I didn't have any extra layers on so it should be pretty accurate.  Still getting a little EWCM and cervix still fertile but looking back on charts gone by, it isn't the first time I've had carry on fertile signs.  Should be gone by tomorrow though and hopefully it means that any hang arounders have had every opportunity to get to the egg.

I can't help but have hope.  I'm a sucker that way.  Knowing that I am starting the Clomid soon has put me in a bit of a different head space in that I feel pretty confident it will happen soon. I am allowing myself to become more invested in what is happening and I think about what is ahead with pregnancy.  Pregnancy with DS was really easy and I coped well barring the recurrent cold/flu things.  In a sense I'm excited and looking forward to it but at the same time if it happens too soon then it will be the last and I can't get that back.

I'm a bit of a hypocrit almost because I really don't enjoy the TTC process that much but at the same time there is something about the thrill of the chase! LOL!

I had a moment last night when putting DS to bed... Hard to describe but basically that feeling like there should have been at least one more little body in the house to make completion. There was almost that vision of tackling more than one to the bedroom to get ready for sleepy time.  :-) 

Yeah... I won't lie. I'm now excited about doing this. Ready!

So, I guess we wait and see.  If I ovulated yesterday then AF should be due around 13/14th June.  It would just be so sweet to conceive unassisted...