13DPO - Meh

Meh. Meh. Meh.

Another negative.

Acne this afternoon. Cramping all day. Tiny streak of blood in CM tonight.  AF will be here tomorrow.

I can only assume that the B6 and a concoction of other vitamins a started downing on Monday thinking I was getting sick are responsible for my long LP. 

This last three days have felt a bit feral but a 13 day luteal phase is awesome.  So, I am going to adjust the plan.  Elevit and Calcium CD1 to ovulation, adding in B6 200mg, B complex and Men's Multi (yes seriously) from ovulation onward.  I think I was right that the day of B6 prior to ovulation put the brakes on for a day (Google seems to confirm others with similar experience).  Anyway, I'll do that until we start Clomid.  Can you tell how optimistic I'm feeling? :-P

There is reason for this though.  I am starting to struggle a bit with the number of pregnancies popping up around me.  But I got an unexpected announcement yesterday.  I met a couple ladies on a forum. Two of whom I became very close. One has a 3 month only. The other has a bub a day older than mine.  She had PCOS but more specifically LUFS i.e. eggs formed but didn't pop.  She had one m/c but each Clomid round was instant conception. After our bubs were born she fell pg quickly again by accident but m/c.  Last night she text me to say she was pg again.  She's been on the pill one month and been using withdrawal...except for one time.  That was all it took....  My gut says this one will stick.  Of course I feel this one because we were a week apart last pregnancy and this was a "could have been" coincidence.  Again I am reminded that it just isn't that easy for me.  :-(  Did I mention that I remembered my mum had early menopause?  Wonder if the explains my rubbish menstrual cycle...

Right well I just want this AF on so I get on with the next cycle already.